i am gloomy inside and out today.

i don’t know why, nor do I have a reason to be.

i think it has to do with all the worry and work i have put into trying to figure what is next for me, and realizing that no matter how much i worry and work i won’t know exactly where i need to be until i am there.

i feel like i am pouting because i am not in control, which actually, just brought a smile to my face thinking about how silly that is.

oh goodness.