you know those days when you just need to be alone?

today was that day for me.

i am currently in my dorm room alone; music is playing on my ipod through the television, i am sitting on the floor,  ambient lighting from the floor lamp is filling the room with a soft, coffee house glow and

i

am

alone.

i read my bible, filled out references for other students to earn leadership positions, and then it hit me, out of no where it hit me.

tonight i cried for the first time about leaving this place.

i needed it.